Saturday, August 11, 2007 . "Clutch in like a cornerstone, otherwise it all comes down, justify denials and, grip em to the lonesome end"

Im blogging again.

Today marks the first saturday, in like, 5 months since NDP training began, that theres no NDP training! Kinda miss it but at least, i didnt rot at home today like i used to.

Just came back from playing soccer and badminton with wei chen goutham (birdman) and farid (shortboy). I was really damned retarded, i admit i was so fucked up when i lost to goutham like two times in a row, I threw my racket. My racket changed shape. LOL.

Wei chen used my "magic" racket and almost won, but hell, goutham was good today. Farid came later and almost become some sort of legend. Man im too 'fat' for a game of badminton.

I think i did better in soccer, scoring a hat-trick. One was when wei chen was out, the other two when against farid. My stamina was running damn low when i was searching for the third goal, but hell yeah, i managed to drag the ball away from farid and whack the ball past wei chen.

I and farid had a little quarrel. But all is well now.

Farid told me Ihsan call me "soka boy". Well its a joke but a little insulting. Wonder if he likes it if i call him- wait, cannot say here, wait later the bigman and woman bring me to you-know-where to you-know-who where he will give his handsome speech abt "something at the end of the year".

Eh Olivia, i nt dirty minded okay! lol coz i gt accused of molest before even though it was just a bump on the shoulder when walking so im a little scared of making contact with any gal.

Anyway sch opens in like one day and all i have to say is, well, fuck school. It sucks to be there. Like prison. And thats the place where i become a nerdy looking guy looking for acceptance. I just hate fucking school to the fucking core.

God i just love Tool.

- this theoretic realization... 9:35 PM
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