Sunday, December 30, 2007
. Damn it,sch is reopening damn soon
Its gonna be hell.
2 long months of not studying really worked me up. Plus, no holi hw. So free. Now the prospect of going back to sch is a little scary. And guess wat, its nt with my old classmates or friends. Its with my juniors. My freaking juniors whom i barely know. FUCK MAN. How to survive? Retaking sec 3...embarrassing...freaked out man.
Somemore cant act stupid in class. If you are my pal u shld know the reason why.
DAMN. One year of not doing stupid things? That sounds stupid to me already.
All i wish is that I would be more socially adept, better still, put a few metalheads in the class so i can chat abt music with them. I need friends in 3/4 next year goddamnfuckit!!
Hope nothing happen next year. Trouble free. Just be a good ol' nerd and study, and try to get friends. It aint gonna be easy, but i must try.
2 years with that class. argghh im really getting a little freaked out.
First day of sch on Wednesday, im gonna step into 3/4 and think, "eh, this isnt my c lass. Im supposed to be in 4/3. With all my old classmates. At least i dont need to adapt. I hate adapting. Its difficult to do. The first week of school might be the hardest, thankfully there's only 3 days in the first week of sch.
I will just try to fit in. In the first month. If i cant, then I will just forget it and hang out with my old pals, who are all in sec 4 next year.
Anyway, i will update tmr and on 1st Jan, so pls check it out ok? 2007 has been one of the worst years of my life, at least better than 06, but, i wan life in 08 be like those good old days.
And thanks to Oliver and Jared for being so fucking high and awesome during the 3hr jamming/song composition session! That makes the end of 2007 a great one.
Tmr will update my New Year resolutions. Some will be material ones, some will be the ones listed in this post, some will be dealing with the people i know (good or bad, you will know tomoro) and the rest will be just unclassified things i want.
Now 2007, ok ending, 2008? Maybe a fucked up opening, but it doesnt matter. Its the other 364 days that really counts.
January 2nd, I fuck that day man.
- this theoretic realization... 4:28 PM
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