Tuesday, December 11, 2007
. Fuck yew, fucking philstine
Nth much happened during these few days.
On last friday, i went with Daryl to jam with the pop band for the first time. Apparently, it wasnt really a band because for almost more than 2 hrs, it was just the two of us at rhythm masala. His friend, who was supposed to become our drummer, had to learn the total basics.
Im seriously considering giving up some of my band projects. Why?
Different taste of music between bandmates. Schedule. (Im free, but most of the other muthafukers conjure some shitty excuse that they arent). Skill. Relations. Its damn hard to stick together as a band, especially when skills arent there and relations are substandard.
On sunday i went to buy new stuff. Got a new grey belt (very long one) and a new Trivum shirt. Fort now im sastified with my new stuff.
Now time to rant.
Im getting sick of shitty schooling life.
School life can be great, dont get me wrong, when you hang out with your pals going around spouting jokes and having fun, then sumbody up there (not in heaven) has to spoil it.
To hell with school rules and regulations. The government is what, encouraging us to be become a more gracious society and make schools a better place to study in. What utter bullshit.
When you got authority like that swinging over your head like that, no way man. Fucked up DM is gonna play Russian roulette with me. If others were to tuck out their shirt, all they get is a warning. Like farid. He got caught several times, HE SAW IT, but nvm, no action. Just warning. Me? WHAT ABOUT ME? Just because he knows my face and my name, i get my ass grilled everytime that happens. What, am i that good looking to look at? Am I so recognizable? Huh? iM TRYING TO LEAD A GOOD LIFE THERE IN ytss, but i have to watch my fat ass because i mgiht get assfucked by authority.
Impartiality? What impartiality? Its human nature to my biased. To give more personal merit to people who are "good" students. Dont you notice how the students from the upper classes NEVER get punished by the big man himself? As a leading authority in the school, they should never be biased. Never. And i mean NEVER.
Now, if i get caught for another mistake, for example punching the air, or "tucking out" shirt, im gonna be assfucked real hard while others, the "good" ones, get away with it. And he told me he will be watching me. Observing my behaviour and assfucking me whenever the chance slips by. Im what, a prisoner on the run? On probation?? Am i a friggin' danger to the school or society or what? Must my movements be monitored? Huh? You want to answer me? Dont give me that bull about the past chances the school gave me. Its bull. Now im making use of every chance not to get into trouble, you arent giving me a chance to change. You are giving me no chances, i wont give you any, either.
You want to find me, not in school. Somewhere neutral where i can shoot my mouth off on my views and wont get shit on my face. THE SHIT FROM YOU!!
Dont go straight for overkill in school. I might just walk away and say, "You fucking disappoint me." And bear in my i have my life too. I wont allow you to interfere with my life. Ever again. Its my jurisdiction ow. You get me, dude?
I quote Slipknot, "FUCK ME! IM ALL OUT OF ENEMIES!"
- this theoretic realization... 10:48 PM
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