Monday, January 14, 2008 . FUCK YOU

After seeing helmi's band get 2nd place in saturday's band comp, i feel a little inferior.

In their band, everything they do musically is for one another. In Anarchist, its every man for himself.

I ask you Oliver, seriously, you like playing with us? You love the band? Im not trying to push the limit here, but seriously, there's no feeling, no tightness, no unity, no togetherness in this band. And then look at Jared. We have to wait till end of O levels before we can even jam or play a gig or join a comp. Thats just so stupid. Im not trying to control anybody's life, but if you can manage your time well, you still can jam, play gigs, go for comps, no problem. What, few hours of jamming will kill your studies is it? Its your bloody foundation; you have good foundation you can still take time off to play with the band and get good results at the same time. Is it that hard?

Time to reflect. Why is it a 10 year old band can be appearing on tv? Even though technically, we are better?

And we shouldn't scold each other. It hurts. You guys are human too. You know the damned feeling. We should love each other. Have you seen successful bands argue all day?

No use just admitting your mistake. Do something about it.

- this theoretic realization... 7:20 PM
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