Saturday, February 16, 2008 . bloody valentine

Finally, after a pretty long period of absence, im updating this blog.

I wasnt in a good mood yesterday cause i couldnt use my com properly. All the mouses were not working and the working one was downstairs in my dad's van. But he was to lazy to get it. I only got it this morning.

So....its the weekend!!

The only awesome things abt wkends are that the com is readily available for my use, i can wake up late, and i can go out. But it sucks if theres no one to go out with.

This week is the start of term test week.
English was liller hard. Its like Ms Pay, the setter, is playing CS wif everyone and she headshot everyone. Not defaming her, but she shld really lax a bit on the first term test. The stories were abt autism. Damn. First passage was okay. Second one almost put me to sleep, although meaningful. Qns were hard.

Comb Humans was ok, although essay was a little tough for me.

MT was total shit slack. But it was surprsingly not hard.

Highlights this week:
Ms shameems bdae on tuesday. Yup, she gave another rousing speech.

Had the SMART class thingy. Damn hilarious. It was so goddamn funny i wished it didnt end.

And yes. 14 Feb. Valentine's day.
I was blog hopping anrd. Went to Joel's blog. I think he got gf la. Read his posts all that. And seeing how other guys just get girls so easily, it makes me feel sour.

I have done everything i can, improving my fashion sense, exercising regulary, try to make more female friends, man am i just not cut out to have a good looking girlfriend? i have seen way uglier guys having nice gfs.

No wonder Oliver gives up looking good or finding gf. CAUSE YOU GIRLS ARE JUST SO HARD TO PLEASE. Valentine's day is sweet for girls and guys who are together, but to me, it just serves as a mocking tool to say, 'haha, nobody wants you. you suck. go die.'

To me, like is a whole different thing from love. I can like a girl primarily for her looks, but i LOVE her for what she is. Which means i like many girls but currently loves only one.

I give up after shes taken. I dont sit and try hopelessly. I just dont have the skill.

Yes Joel, this post is modified after reading your tags. Im not a flirt and i dont wish to be one or seen as one. I dont change targets like changing underwear.
I still have her in my heart and i still do think of her everyday.

Nvm. I have one more final chance in my sc sch life for valentine's day.

Happy valentine's day still to those who enjoyed it.

Thursday and fridaY were pretty fine.

Im off form in soccer again, but im slowly returning to form.

I cant wait to play soccer again.

- this theoretic realization... 12:34 PM
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