Saturday, August 02, 2008 . ...

Here is a guy who is asking for forgiveness.

Not that i would lower my head down to you, but i want to be forgiven by you, my brother, if you still consider me as that, and you, the one i offended directly.

But if the two of you dont wish to, and wish to plant the seed of hatred towards me foever, well...what can i do?
It seems diabolic to me...but its you two who wish for things to be in this way...that is, if things does not get better.

Im trying to plant the seed of hope, but i dont think its growing.

And damn it, note that before thursday, you, the guy one, has been pretty much avioding my words. Makes me feel you treat me i a hostile manner.

I will remember the good times.
Right now i just focus on what i have.
Arghh.

- this theoretic realization... 11:23 PM
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