Tuesday, November 18, 2008 .

Hey folks, im back again to revive on this long deceased blog.

No wait, i got it back to life, its now alive.
Wish people could revive the dead as easily as blogs can, dont I? That is an audacious remark and a bit over the top. Imagine us all vicariously relieving the happiest moments of another person's life when their loved ones come back to life.

OK OK off topic totally.

Extra e2 camp. for people who were "Advanced with conditions." Now, as much as i wished those 3 words were congratulatory or even comforting, they apparently arent, not even in the most minute sense.

Not studying here has become some sort of sin. Hey, its all about rote learning right? Indoctrinated beliefs of ornate education.

The iron has taught me a few things. Its probably the best thing anyone could take lessons from.
"200 pounds is always 200 pounds." That is right. Betrayal, odious actions, immaculately thought out actions of hate from people i have met, and the blackest things the human heart and mind are capable of, the Iron never does it.
Lifting weights fucking rule. Gets my mind totally off her, even if for just a bit, and i feel relaxed. Going to the gym and working out seems to justify what my life is about. Yet the testosterone rush i get cant get me angry, nor make me feel hate. Guess im not that kind of person, unlike some people.

Onto brighter things....

Jared and Oliver are active in Grisbeth after O levels. Great stuff.
Jaben party last friday had great food, er i mean soup. im saving up for headphones.

My birthday was 7 days ago. Thanks to all who wished me. Much appreciated.

- this theoretic realization... 4:33 PM
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