Monday, November 08, 2010 . yes, you dont deserve it.....yet.

Time to update!

Its been like, 3 months since i did my last update?
Which means everytime i blog, its special. HAHA.
Okay, enough of that. So, what have i been up to in these three months?
Here goes:

End of August. As all SYOG performers would know, the journey was one well done and made. It was a road that was long and untaken, hard and frustrating, but we made it, just cause we knew what the end would give us - and it sure paid off.

So i thought the end of YOG would be the end of good things to come this year.

Heck, no, life had more in store for me, and I couldnt back down and just say no.

Poly 50. Haha. Laps and laps around a building. Running and sprinting. How could i say no?

so, even though i wasnt from SPSD, i got to know them better. And i'll say, its nice to be treated nice, even though im not one of you guys. Heart that man.

even though i wasnt involved much and didnt go for all the trainings (or just came late, 9am's damn early lol), i still enjoyed my time when i did, and the actual day was well done. good job then spsd! :D

of course, how can i forget my beloved NPSD. haha.
NP25s. Sharing. Study Meetings. I treasure each and every single moment with you peeps (corny and mushy, but fuck it, the loveliest things always are).
Recent signicifant events?

Institution Meeting. I became an emcee for the first time. Had the script prepared with my co-emcee Ruizhen and got it sorta memorised. Then she couldnt turn up. Sick. So i wished her well and Zi Jing took over. Lots of improvisation. Heck, it wasnt so easy as i expected it to be but it sure turned out well!

And the meeting sure went perfectly. Great success man. Double heart for that.

Dinner recently. Some of the IICs booked a table in some chinese restaurant (what's the name, anybody tell me? i want go back there eat again with family uh!) in tanjong pagar. food was great! thanks geneva and the rest who invited us! It was really good.

After that, we went to a milkshake bar nearby to chill somemore. wah, had a shitload of fun there. I was like in party mood sia.

Next, trained to Clarke Quay and Criss bought us some ice wine at some outdoor pub called 'The Clinic'. I havent drunk in ages and always had pretty shitty alcohol tolerance. Coupled with a sore lack of sleep and a headache, i felt fucked up after three glasses. YES, THREE. Like wtf damn suck siol. But i was far from drunk. Could still walk normally, talk normally, but everything else wasnt normal.

Trained home with Criss, Jiawei and Simin. epic night. loved it even though it didnt ended so well.

In short, time with NPSD these couple of months, well spent, and i loved it. HAHA. NPSD FTW!! <3 Other stuff: school reopened. have 3 new classes to go to. which means 3 sets of new classmates. haha. settling in is soooo easy nowadays. the me of old would have emoed in a corner while others chatter about my inpetness at making new friends. haha. how much have i changed over this year? i dare say alot. people think they know me, but you dont know until you knew who i was in the past.

Haha. that kid in a corner.
That kid who wouldnt say much because he was scared.
The kid whom nobody liked and kept to his own.
The kid who fumbled in front of girls.

Im not perfect. You arent either.
I realised that, and I changed.
And I'll keep progressing.


i really wish you would stop ignoring me. please. it really hurts. please..



- this theoretic realization... 12:14 AM
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